I would like to try to get together for a face to face with anyone who wants to show. I am still new at the wiccan lifestyle even tho i have been trying to live it for the last 5 years and i think it is time for me to put myself out there to learn more and make friends. The old crowd i use to hang out with wasn't helping me keep my positive energy up i kept getting tired and depressed and i cant have that anymore especially when thoughts of suicide has invaded my dreams. so ive been doing everything i can to not be around them unless i had to like riding the bus or something similar.